Yeah, me too. In fact, going to bed too late is a lifestyle for me, and something that I *know* I need to change. For me, the trap is reading – either online or books. For others, it’s tv. Or maybe the struggle is not with going to bed, but leaving the unnecessary stuff in the store is a major challenge. Or saying ‘no thanks’ to the extra piece of chocolate cake.
My point is that I think every one of us has an area of weakness, which over time develops into a habit. Have you ever thought of it as an addiction?
I have tried fighting my battle so many times, and I know I can’t do it by myself; I need help. I know my behaviour is affecting my life and others around me. This is the definition of an addiction.
Today, I got to the point of seeking an accountability partner (don’t laugh) to challenge me to stay true to my commitment to get to bed earlier and get out of bed in the morning.
Ask me how it’s going tomorrow! J And if you’re ready to take action in some area, let me know… maybe we can hold each other accountable.
3 comments:
How did it go Penny? (is it tomorrow yet in Australia?)
I have had several addictions in my life and I would say I have what some may call an "Addictive Personality" OR a "Go Big or Go Home" type.
I think if it affects the quality of your life and or relationships and you have little control over it then it's quite likely an addiction.
You're right in that everyone has weaknesses to overcome and hopefully we can learn our lessons by conquering our weaknesses with smaller consequences so that God doesn't need to give us bigger ones just so that we'll pay attention (does that make any sense?). Not that - that's always possible to learn what he needs us to with smaller ones, but I do think that's how it can sometimes work.
And isn't that what we are trying to do with giving our own kids consequences? Trying to train them while the stakes are smaller? Good for you to recognize and conquer your addiction! You're such an inspiration ... keep it up momma!
Thanks for the encouragement Ashlee! Let's just say that it hasn't been straightforward... my follow-up post is going to be about God's grace. :-(
I'll look forward to that :)
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